Monday, October 7, 2013

About Me!

I am 29 single yet married mother Thanks to my husband.  He isn't a bad man just a man not ready for the responsibility of being husband or father.  I am Muslim for almost 12 years Alhamdulillah.  My son's name is Raouf and he is 14 months at the time I'm writing this.  This blog is going to be a mixture of recipes, looming, thoughts, and just plan old rants.

I am laying next to my beautiful soon in USA while my husband lauds next to whatever it is he laying next to overseas.  He neither calls or asks how his wife or son is therefore one would suspect that he has another family in the making.  Not necessarily that it is already built but his thought process has already forgotten he has a son and wife.

Well for those who read this and don't know in Islam women are granted more rights in many ways then men.  I have a right to see my husband, have sex with him, demand to not work, have more children if I so wish. Guess what I'm coming to the conclusion that Yes I want 1 more child so I guess it is time for me to speak with his royal highness to determine if he is going to oblige this or I have to seek marriage with someone else of course after I legally divorce him because at this point in Islam I am already divorced because he has not made any attempt to see his wife and son.  Good thing about Islam is it favours me!

I work as a customer service Rep and now I have already received a promotion to work as a PS. That is the supervisor you speak to when you call into complain about service or your angry and you want to cuss someone out. If you feel the need I guess I'll be your huckleberry. I am not sure when I start but I'm glad my son and I really needed the extra 1 usd an hour with little help from my husband we are barely surviving.  I bought us a car because walid likes thinking he owns me but that's not the case anymore in fact it is quite the opposite.  I have my own job Thanks to being forced to work Thanks good Muslim husband.  But I provide for my son and myself no one else so Alhamdulillah.

Anyway I'll bring more of my topics as I have time realising a child alone means I have little time!  But I love every second of me being mommy and daddy because Raouf thinks the sun Roses and sets in me.